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To the last drop…

Pump the blood out…
Let the fury inside of you
destroy the tenderness
of soft and glimmer skin.

Take all fluid you can,
With bitter sorry smile.
Don’t stop your ‘hunger’
On the half-way of the heartbeat.

We don’t belong together…
Yes, I know. Because
Your sphere is the only love.
And mine? The screaming kingdom.

I would invite you:
Into my heavy dreams,
My fears and desires, heartwire of
The pain. But…are you ever ready?

Pump the blood out.
You need it more than me.
Don’t stop…Please, don’t!
Take all you can. And plus the rest of it.

Mortality is lost. Oh no!
It’s burning like a fire
Each time you hold my hand.
Who are you, dear friend:

White Angel or Emotional vampire?

“Ray NotBradbury is neeeeeeext”- the voice arrived
“Me???” – i couldnt recognize my  quiet ‘squeak’.
The waiting room is brighter than the red.
Ok, let’s move inside for fkn bloody test…




Next posts only sunday evening or monday! I have guests this weekend 🙂 

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Living in Sweden. Happy and kind. Russian and #badgram English. Coffee and Tea. Dogs. Coding haha. Web design. Social Media. Fun. Health... everything day by day :)
Пишу на русском и на английском.

31 replies

    1. wheres mexican? and wheres a chocolate there? its about the waiting room, thoughts before ‘the blood test’. In general – about the fear of nurse, hospitals, blood etc.. Go stay in the corner. #todayspunishment

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      1. ?punishment? Standing in the corner, staring at the wall! Damn, I don’t have to participate in the world behind me! Cheerio (knot the cereal)……………..
        Do have a ‘fulfilling’ weekend! (knot self filling)

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      2. After reading the post ‘twice’ I thought, that maybe part of your ‘anxiety’ in your writing towards the hospitals, nurses, and blood draw might be caused in part by consuming to mucho ‘Mexican chocolate’. I pictured you laying back and inhaling chocolate dust!
        You did mention you had ordered some in a prior post! 😉

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  1. Nice: I get a real sense of the dualistic from this. 🙂

    Haha I may steal the angel/vampire thing for a post of my own… of course, that would be very lazy(!) 😉

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      1. Haha you are a very kind lady, Victoria… and I am a shameless thief. 😉
        [I’d like to be a ‘gentleman-thief’, but I’ve got to work on the gentlemanly bit. ;). ]

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      2. You do sound like a gentleman your writings. Think about it. ps. Ok, maybe like totally outta of d mind, too serious, controlling, sad to the moon and back, lazy mixed with idleness…but still gentleman. Ouch. #purekindnessme

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      3. Have to add: mmmm, kinda ‘nervous’ gentleman …with a paraply. In a rush rush rush to ‘god-only-knows-where-or-wine’. What u think about this description? warm or cold?

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      4. Haha… I actually DO have one of those umbrellas somewhere. Very “British”, I think?
        I also do enjoy the occasional cigar… but it’s a rarity: my doctor even refused to classify me as a smoker. 😉

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